Las Relaciones y Almas Gemelas Llama

~  Almas Gemelas Llama  ~

~ Eres el aroma de mi alma,

el reflejo de mi corazón ~

~ el amor no es más que el descubrimiento de nuestras almas
entrelazadas en el recuerdo de la inmensa beaticidad del Espíritu ~

~ Las relaciones entran a nuestras vidas por varias razones. Cada persona que entra a nuestra vida nos otorga un regalo para que nuestras almas lo destapen, lo desenvuelvan y lo aprecien.

Algunas personalidades nos hacen trabajar más que otras, y algunas nos llegan al Alma de tal manera que queremos seguir explorando nuestros corazones y mentes con ellos. Una relación cercana es una oportunidad para abrir nuestros corazones, hacer nuestra danza, expresar nuestras dolencias y sonrisas.

Viajando como almas juntos en este viaje sagrado. Un viaje donde las almas se encuentran para vivenciar la vida en este plano en sus múltiples niveles de expresión de amor. Este Amor puede purificar los sentidos y hacer surgir a la superficie la esencia de la mismísima Creación. Una experiencia espiritual como ninguna otra. Es a traves del amor dentro del Espíritu donde las almas se encuentran de una manera sustancial más alta.

El Amor es la creación de todo lo que  existe y coexiste entre si. Una forma y una manera de comunicar este amor en intervalos y frecuencias más altos es a través del cuerpo físico. Hombre y mujer se unen para hacer suceder la creación a través de las llamas de fuego de sus corazones, trasmutando toda densidad en Luz mientras se aman desde niveles expresivos más profundos, dentro, desde y a través de sus corazones. Una experiencia a la cual almas evolucionadas quisieran despertar y vivenciar en este plano, ya que es la experiencia más divina de la cual uno pudiera formar parte en este plano existencial.

Cada relación es una oportunidad para crecer y transformarse hasta que uno alcanza el despertar deseado para acercarse al Espíritu de maneras inimaginables, especialmente las relaciones amorosas son un regalo para destapar, desenvolver, apreciar y atesorar.

~ besa mis labios con los pétalos de tu corazón ~ 

~ Cuando las almas gemelas llama 

se reunen es un encuentro Divino ~

~ El Amor puro trae Luz al mundo ~

~ El verdadero Amor nada más ES ~ 

~  Me haces falta cada vez que respiro ~

~ aunque puedo sentirte en todo lo que haces  ~

~ El Verdadero Amor no sólo tiene un final FELIZ

el Verdadero Amor en si no tiene fin ~

~ No fue en mi oído donde secreteaste sino en mi corazón. No fueron mis labios los que besaste, sino mi alma ~ Judy Garland

~  el minuto en que escuche la primera historia de amor comencé a buscarte. Sin fijarme lo ciego que estaba. Amantes no se encuentran en algún lugar finalmente han estado uno en el otro todo el tiempo ~  Rumi

~ el amor es el encuentro de dos almas que aceptan la luz y oscuridad en si mismos, el uno del otro, unidos por la valentia de crecer de la lucha hacia la beaticidad ~ Autor Desconocido

~ la Sanacion de la Energia Femenina en equilibrio con la Masculina es la llave de apertura hacia Nuestra DIVINIDAD ~ M. M.

~ ... bailen al ritmo de sus Almas ... ~

~ ©BC Brose 2014 ~

~ Relationships & Twinflame Soulmates ~

~ Twinflame Soulmates~

~ Love is rediscovering our souls within each other,
to emerge in the Beauty of our inner Spirit ~

Relationships come into our lives for many different reasons. Every person that comes into our lives brings forth a gift for our souls to unwrap, unravel and cherrish.

Some personalities can be more challenging than others, and some are so dear to our souls that you want to continue to explore your hearts and minds with them. A close relationship is an opportunity to open our hearts, to do our dance, to express our hurts and smiles.

Soul traveling together on this sacred journey. A journey where souls, as they come together experience life on earth at its many levels of expressions of love. This Love can purify all senses and bring about the essence of Creation itself to the surface. A spiritual experience like no other. It is through love in Spirit that souls eventually meet at a higher more substantial manner.

Love is the creation of all things existing and coexisting with each other. A means and a way of communicating this love in higher intervals and frecuencies is through the physical body. Male and female unite to bring about creation through the flames of their hearts transmuting all density into Light as they love one another in deeper levels of existence and expressions in, from and through their hearts. The one experience all evolved souls await to awaken to and experience on this earth for it is the outmost divine experience that one can partake at the earth level of existence.

Every relationship is an opportunity to grow and transform until one reaches the awakening desired to get closer to Spirit in unimaginable ways.

Yes every  relationship, especially love relationships are a gift to unwrap, unravel and cherrish and bring about an awakening to the soul.

~ kiss my lips with the petals of your heart ~ 

~ When Twin flame soulmates unite 

it is a Divine encounter ~

~ Pure Love pours Light into the world ~

~  True Love just IS ~

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~  I miss you in every breath I take ~

~ even though I feel you in everything you do ~

True Love not only has a Happy ending

True Love has no end to Itself 

~ For it was not into my ear you whispered but into my heart. It was not my lips you kissed, but my soul ~ Judy Garland

~ the minute I heard my first love story I started looking for you. Not knowing how blind that was. Lover's don't finally meet somewhere. They're in each other all along ~ Rumi

~ Love is a meeting of to souls fully accepting the light and dark within each other, bound by the courage to grow from struggle into Bliss. ~ Author Unknown

~ ©  B. Brose 2014 ~

Dance with me 

in the heart of the night

in the soul of the sounds

of the music

playing in our hearts

Please, dance with me

Qué Hay Acerca de Sanara Adicciones?

~ "No hay que tener pena si se tiene una enfermedad pero si es una pena no hacer algo al respecto" ~

~ "Es ist keine Schande krank zu sein - aber es ist eine Schande nichts dagegen zu tun" ~ (alemán)

Estas eran las palabras escritas en un cuadro que estaba orgullosamente erguido en la pared derecha de la entrada en un centro de sanación en Alemania. Un Centro muy hermoso que se encuentra localizado en el centro de un bosque cerca de los Alpes suizos, una hora al sur de Múnich, en un pueblo pequeño llamado Groenenbach, donde estuve cuando tenía 21 años de edad. Como un amigo dice, hace unas cuantas lunas.

Entré un poco entonadita, como uno pudiera decir, en vista de un Nuevo, quizás sobrio comienzo – casi no me recibieron – pero Dios me abrió las puertas a través de ellos, y me premitieron quedarme ya que venía desde tan lejos.

En este centro, había toda clase de personas recuperándose de diferentes retos emocionales. Había personas que habían servido a Hitler, ex prisioneros inocentes, curas con creencias de un Dios que los llevo a una gran soledad, alcohólicos, personas adicta a la lectura, mujeres casadas con alcohólicos – todas buenas personas con diferentes adicciones – limpios – buscando una mejor y más feliz vida en sobriedad.

Mientras estuve allí, uno podía realmente sentir el ambiente del amor. Había muchos tipos de terapias como yoga, ‘rebirthing’, meditación dinámica, ‘bonding’, terapia de colores, terapia de arte, terapia Gestalt, Análisis Transaccional y muchas otras formas de terapias. Era un lugar fenomenal, donde habian tantas personas increíbles, muy amorosas y espirituales. Habia mucho amor y calor humano, muchos abrazos, nos acurraucabamos y abrazabamos mucho – no sexo, o lo sacaban a uno del tratamiento – se trataba de aprender a sentir y expresar amor de una manera ‘sana’. Era una manera de reconstruir nuestras almas y corazones para recuperar nuestras vidas de nuevo.

El lugar era como una Universidad. Todos los terapistas se consideraban parte del grupo, creciendo y sanando ellos mismos en su proceso con un poco de más conocimiento por supuesto, pero no había nadie vestido con uniformes o trajes de médicos de ninguna clase.
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Me recuerdo que una de las cosas que me enseñaron era de hacer las cosas de una manera diferente de lo que estaba acostumbrada. Por ejemplo, yo solía nadar 4-5 horas diarias por años y ellos me recomendaron dar paseos simples por el bosque para cambiar un poco. O por ejemplo yo odiaba tejer, pero lo tomé, solo para cambiar la mente y tener motivación en el corazón y servía para darse uno cuenta que hay muchas cosas nuevas que todavía se pueden hacer en la vida. Logré hacer una bien apretada y larga bufanda lila morada.


Luego como a las 6 semanas de estar en terapia, comencé a sentir un presión en la cabeza y una voz muy fuerte que me decía: “No debes – no podés”. Fui a una iglesia cercana donde normalmente jamás entraría y sentí una Presencia ahí. En esa Presencia me arrodillé y lloré con la esperanza de que la voz se fuera. Pero al salir a la calle rodeada de árboles que dirigía al centro, noté que la voz había crecido más. Decía: “No debes – no podés”. La voz siguió creciendo diariamente, y yo me sentía cada vez más y más pequeña. Hasta que una noche había “Märchen Stunde” – la hora de contar cuentos e historias. Recosté mi cabeza en el hombro de un amigo y sentí el amor y el calor humano del ambiente y mientras escuchaba el cuento se estaba leyendo. De repente, mi cabeza comenzó a girar y a girar y la voz creció aun más fuerte y más fuerte. No sabía qué hacer, así que me levanté y me fui a mi cuarto y comencé a verme en el espejo, mientras hice eso la voz creció más: “No debes – No podés”. Era una fuerza grande que me presionaba la cabeza y yo me volvia cada vez más chiquita y más chiquita. Mareada me acosté en la cama, casi no podía respirar ni luchar más contra esa voz, me volví tan pequeña hasta que dije: “Me doy…”


En ese momento una luz muy fuerte y Hermosa de paz tomo sobre mí. La voz…
DESAPARECIO. Me paré cerca de la ventana y vi hacia el bosque… sentí como si mi vida pasada – en dolor y sufrimiento era solo un viaje que había ya pasado. Esto era una nueva vida ahora, un nuevo comienzo.

Al día siguiente amanecí vibrando en una ENERGIA de mucho AMOR y LUZ – más que nada una profunda PAZ! Mi mente estaba o se sentía totalmente “LIMPIA”!

Era tan fuerte y hermoso. Ese día yo tenía que guiar una sesión donde había más de 100 personas. Me recuerdo que lo único que podía sentir por cada uno era un hermoso, abundante y extenso amor incondicional. Observé a todas las personas, ahí parado estaba el ex prisionero (quien era muy querido) y el resto de las personas – en la realidad de la vida no todo mundo nos cae bien, ni se lleva uno bien con todos – eso es de humanos – pero en esa Presencia de Dios le tenía tanto amor a todos. El era como un Sol limpio, puro, sin juicio alguno bañando a cada uno de sus hijos. Ahí aprendí y concienticé que ese era Dios para mí – un Dios de Amor, alguien a quien jamás temer. El está en mi corazón y en mi alma y yo en El. De la misma manera en que Dios – el Universo – el Espíritu – la Ley – Nuestro Señor – sea en Quien sea que tu creas que es omnipresente, lleno de amor para ti, ese quien te ama está en tu corazón y alma.

He aprendido tanto en este asombroso lugar acerca del amor, el humanismo y el calor humano de maneras que jamás había visto antes. Si estos terapistas no hubieran tenido las estrategias que tenían y los procesos que se daban, yo quizás no hubiera tenido tan dada experiencia – que salvó mi vida. Yo estaba realmente asombrada de cómo los alemanes habían llegado a crear un lugar tan increíble con tantos resultados positivos… muchas personas recuperaron sus vidas y las comenzaron de nuevo hacia una buena y positiva dirección.

~ En profunda gratitud y en memoria de las personas de un lugar lleno de sanación, bienestar, esperanza pero sobre todo, amor incondicional a manos abiertas ~

La adicción es considerada como una enfermedad. Si alguien esta lidiando con cualquier tipo de adicción, ya sea con el alcohol, las drogas, el sexo, cortándose, con la comida, arráncandose y comiendose su pelo, con el trabajo, relaciones, hasta FB - cualquier tipo, color o forma - que brutal seria tomar la decisión de salir de ahi, y pedir ayuda - Hay mucho amor y mucho apoyo. Animos que todo es posible... TODO... en El que todo lo recompensa...

~ No es una pena tener una enfermedad, pero si es una pena no hacer algo al respecto ~ 

P.S. Para terminar les cuento que todavía odio tejer… pero me encanta pintar…


~ "El cariño da valentía" ~ Lao Tzu

~ “Tu visión solamente será clara cuando mires adentro de tu corazón... quien busca afuera adormece, quien busca adentro, despierta.” ~ Carl Jung

~ "A veces perder es la mejor manera de ganar" ~ BB

~ "Dos manos podrán siempre hacer más que una y tres, cuanto más" ~ BB

What About HEALING ADDICTIONS?

What About Healing Addictions?



~ "There is no Shame in having an illness - but it is a shame not to do something about it" ~

~ "Es ist keine Schande krank zu sein - aber es ist eine Schande nichts dagegen zu tun" ~ (German)

These were the words written in a painting that stood proud on the side of the entrance door of a healing center in Germany. A beautiful center located right in the middle of the woods that backdraped  the swiss alps, an hour south of Munich in a small town called Groenenbach,  where I visited when I was pretty young.  As a friend says, some moons ago.

I walked in there tipsy, as one would say in the lieux of a new, perhaps sober beginning - they almost did not receive me - but God opened the door through them. They allowed me to stay since I had come from afar.


In this center there were all kinds of people recovering from different emotional ailments. There were people there who had food disorders,  alcoholics, some had  been with Hitler, one ex prisoner, priests with beliefs that have made them lonely, women married to alcoholics, anorexia, bulimic, and other people in a healing process - All good people with different addictions - clean cut - sobering up to find a better happier life.

As I was there, you could truly feel the love. There were lots of great therapies, yoga, rebirthing, dynamic meditation, bonding, color therapy, art therapy, Gestalt therapy, Transactional analisis and many other forms of therapy. It was an awesome place full of awesome and very loving and spiritual people. A lot of cuddling and hugging - no sex - it was about learning to feel and express love in a 'healthy' way. A way to rebuild our hearts and souls as we tried to regain our lives back.

The place was build like a college. Very simple elegant, clean and beautiful. It had very nice dormitories. All therapists considered themselves part of the group, growing and healing in their own process, so noone wore uniforms or doctors 'suits' of any kind.

I remember one of the things I was taught was to do things totally different than I was used to. For example, I used to swim 4-5 hours a day for years and they recommended to take simple walks in the woods for a change. Or I hated knitting, but I took it up, just to get the mind changing and the motivation in the heart that there are so many 'new' things to do and experience in life. I made a long very 'tight' scarf.

Then about 6 weeks into the therapy I felt a pressure in my head very strongly and a voice that said: "you can't - you shouldn't." I went to a nearby church, which I would never normally walk into and felt a Presence there. In that Presence I got on my knees and cried hoping the voice would go away. But as I walked out in the street surrounded by trees back to the healing center the voice only grew stronger. It said :" You can't you shouldn't". The voice grew stronger every day and I felt smaller and smaller all the time. Until one night it was "Märchen Stunde" - story telling time. I laid my head on a friends shoulder and felt the love and warmth of the room and listened to the story as my head started spinning and spinning and the voice grew stronger and stronger. I did not know what to do so I walked into my room and stared at the mirror, as that happened the voice was louder :" You cant' you should'nt" - I became tinier and tinier - finally I decided to lie on my bed, where I could hardly breathe and became even smaller, I could not fight it anymore so I said: "I give up..."

In that moment a beautiful light and peace took over me. The voice... was GONE. I stood and looked out the window... and felt as if though my past life - in pain and suffering was only a trip on a train that had passed a way. This was a new life now... a new beginning...

The next day when I awoke, I was a walking, vibrating ENERGY of LOVE and LIGHT - mostly profound PEACE! My Mind was or at least felt "CLEAN"...

It was so powerful and beautiful. The next day I had to present myself and was chairperson at a meeting of over a 100 people. I remember that all I could feel for each and every one of them was powerful, beautiful, bountiful, unconditional love. I focused on all the people, there stood the ex-prisoner (who buy the way was a dear) and all the rest of the people - in truth you don't always like everybody - so it is as humans - but God had so much love for every one. He was like a SUN showering over every single person. There I learned and became aware that is God  inside me. He is in my heart and in my soul. In the same way that God - the Universe - Spirit - the Lord - the Law - Whomever & whatever you believe in, that is greater and more powerful and that loves you - is in YOUR HEART and SOUL.

I learned so much in this awesome place about love, humanism and caring in ways I had never seen before. Had they not had the strategies that they did and the procedures that they had, I probably would not have had that experience. I was truly amazed at how germans had come up with such an incredible place with so many positive results... many people got their lives back together and got gear in a good positive direction...

~ In deep gratitud and in memory of everyone in that healing center, who gave such bountiful amounts of unconditional love.

Addiction is considered a dis-ease, an illness ~ If anyone is dealing with an addiction of any kind, whether it be with alcohol, drugs, sex, cutting himself, gambling, eating, excessive work, pulling and eating his/her hair, un healthy relationships, etc. - any way, shape, size or form - wouldn't it be great to make the decision to get out of there? reach out for help? There is a lot of love and support available to do so... so please Reach out!!!

~ There is no shame in having an illness, but it is a shame not to do something about it ~

~ “From caring comes courage” ~ Lao Tzu

~ "In the middle of difficulty lies opportunity." ~ Albert Einstein

~ “Your vision will become clear only when you look into your heart Who looks outside, dreams. Who looks inside, awakens.” -Carl Jung

~ "Sometimes to 'lose' is the best way to 'win'" ~ BB


P.S. By the way... I still hate knitting... but I love to paint.

What About Poetry?

~ ♥ Every soul is a poem ♥ ~ Michael Franti

~ ♥ Any healthy man can go without food for two days - but not without poetry ♥ ~ Charles Baudelaire

~ ♥ Poetry is an expression of the soul through words, sometimes crossed, sometimes joined, sometimes painted from the center of creation itself ♥ ~ B. Brose


I love poetry a lot. Through it I have discovered many parts of myself that without it I would have never found & it has opened me to a fantastic world of infinite posibilites. Here I share some of my poems. I hope you enjoy reading them as much as I did writing them. ENJOY!



“The Light” is Stronger

If you find yourself distressed
without a path
having lost a job
a relationship or health
remember “the Light” is stronger.

If you closed yourself in into the darkness
of your mind with no desire to come out
with no effort to want to change
remember, “the Light” is stronger

If you hated without being able to forgive
for days, months, years or
perhaps even lifetimes
remember “the Light” is stronger

“The Light is stronger
because it is in your heart
it is where you came from
where you were born
& through where your soul
is evolving to return to Spirit

To be reborn in Him
to raise you up to the highest levels
of divine existence
to awaken you into your sacredness

If you feel this is not possible
due to the paths you
have chosen in this life
Remember “the Light" is stronger
“The Light” will always BE stronger.


I Think of Him

I think about him although shouldn't think of him
I feel him deeply, I truly feel him
yet I realize I should not feel him
On one side I want to cut the reings
to no longer think about him
on the other hand I want to loosen the reings
and allow myself to feel, allow it, live it
but the fear of such a deep feeling
hovers like clouds over my thoughts
He is so distant from my way of living
I am so distant to reach & accept his

But, the thought stretches
the feeling deepens
I don’t want to stand alone and naked
in the desert of life
but I also don’t want to leave
the long path I’ve had towards freedom

He invites me to remember my shadows
my darkness and enriches my heart in a way
with a sweet and caressing word with good intention
Souls laced somewhere in time by a solemn embrace

I think of him although I shouldn’t think of him
I feel him deeply, I deeply feel him
Although I it would be best not feel him
even so, I have decided to allow
our souls to mingle
for a while...

So I may leave him a drop of my light
so he can remind me of my shadows
together we will unite our energies
the white with a dot of black
the black with a dot of white
The Yin and Yang in its perfect expression



The Drop

The drop that spreads
and melts the mind
is the same drop
that spreads
and melts the heart
when both
holding one another
offer themselves
to the Will of God




The Hidden Friendship

Your words always felt
like a breath of fresh water
over my desiring body
every time our words
would cross paths in time

Like a lilly smelling as a rose
You’d swirl the wind in my mind
as we deepened
into the open friendship
that took its course within the Truth

A Truth that tied us with an
unbreakable & sustainable lace
that pulled us in closer
without understanding the why

Your mouth fell into my mouth
at a distance in a silence
leaving our souls
imbued in pure inocence

Then I heard our lace snap
an incomprehensible echo
you pushed me away
taking another direction

That decision you made
felt like a shower of iced water
over my longing body
leaving me breathless, standing
in an unexpected awakening process


Remembrance of Sor Juana Ines de la Cruz

We are souls
we will always be souls
and as souls...
we will triumph!!!

We will place a crystal
in the center of man's nightmares
to relieve him
to raise him
to enlighten him
to awaken him

We are souls
we will always be souls
and as souls....
we will always Triumph!!!


♥ Red Rose Petals ♥

I can only give you one red rose
I pose it on your chest
so that without thorns
it may spill its petals over you

I can only give you one red rose
for the rest of the dozen, every leaf
belongs to the stars
at the disposition & capacity to love

And every rose that I give
and not just to anyone
means an eternal love
for me...


~ ♥ Have you written something from your heart today or told someone how much you love him/her? ♥ ~



Barbara Brose © 2010 - 2012

Qué Hay Acerca de la Poesia?

~ ♥ Cada alma es un poema ♥ ~ Michael Franti

~ ♥ Cualquier hombre sano podrá pasar dos días sin comer - pero no sin poesía ♥ ~
Charles Baudelaire

~ ♥ La poesía es una expresión del alma a través de palabras a veces cruzadas, a veces unidas, a veces pintadas desde el centro de la creación ♥ ~
B. Brose


Me gusta mucho la poesía. A través de ella he encontrado partes de mi misma que sin ella no las hubiera podido descubrir y me ha abierto a un mundo lleno de fantásticas e infinitas posibilidades.

Aquí les comparto algunos de mis poemas, espero que disfruten leyéndolos tanto como yo disfruté escribiéndolos. Gracias...


La Luz Puede más

Si te encuentras abatido
sin rumbo fijo
habiendo perdido un empleo
una relación o la salud
Recuerda La Luz puede más

Si te encerraste en las tinieblas
de tu mente sin deseos de salir
sin el mínimo esfuerzo de cambiar
Recuerda La Luz puede más

Si odiaste sin poder perdonar
por días, meses, años o
quizás algunos siglos
Recuerda La Luz puede más

La Luz puede más
porqué está en tu corazón
Es de donde veniste
donde naciste
creciste y esta evolucionando
tu alma para retornar al Espíritu

Para renacer en El
elevarte a los niveles mas altos
de la espiritualidad divina
y despertar a lo más sagrado

Si crees que esto no te es posible
por cualquiera que haya sido
tu trayectoria en esta vida
Recuerda La Luz puede más
La Luz siempre podrá más!


Lo Pienso

Lo pienso aunque no lo debería de pensar
Lo siento profundamente lo siento
aunque se que no lo debería de sentir
Por un lado quiero cortar las riendas
para no pensar mas en él
por otro lado quiero soltar las riendas
y dejarme sentir, dejarme pensar, dejarme vivir
pero el temor de un sentimiento tan profundo
abarca como una nube sobre mis pensamientos
El muy lejos de mi manera de vivir
yo muy lejos de alcanzar y aceptar la suya

Sin embargo, el pensamiento se alarga
el sentimiento se profundiza
más no quiero quedar sola y desnuda
en el desierto de la vida
pero tampoco quiero apartarme
de tan largo caminar a la luz que he tenido

Pues él me invita a recordar mis sombras
mis tinieblas y enriquece de cierta forma mi corazón
con una palabra dulce y acariciada con su buena intención
Almas unidas por la juramentación

Lo pienso aunque no lo deberia de pensar
Lo siento profundamente lo siento
aunque no lo debería de sentir
y he decidido dejar
que se entrelazcan nuestras almas
temporalmente
Yo para dejarle una gota de mi luz
y él para recordarme que siempre tendré mi sombra
Juntos con nuestras energías formaremos
lo blanco con una gota de negro y
lo negro con una gota de blanco
El Yin y el Yang en su perfecta expresión.


La Gota

La gota que derrama
y derrite la mente
es la misma gota
que derrama
y derrite el corazón
cuando ambos
se sujetan y
se entregan
a la voluntad de Dios


La Amistad Escondida

Tus palabras siempre caían
como un baño de agua fresca
sobre mi anhelado cuerpo
cada vez que nuestras palabras
se cruzaban en el tiempo

Como un lirio perfumado de rosa
mareabas el olor de mi mente
al ahondar mas en
la amistad estrecha
que se cursaba con la verdad

Una verdad que nos unía como un lazo
irreventable y sostenible
que nos fue uniendo ~ atando
a ambos sin saber porqué

tu boca cayó en mi boca
a la distancia en un silencio
dejando nuestras almas
albergadas en una inocencia pura

De repente oí el lazo romperse
en un eco incomprensible
me apartaste del camino
tomando otra dirección

Esa decisión me ha caído
como un baño de agua helada
sobre mi anhelado cuerpo
dejándome vestida y parada
procesando un despertar


Recuerdos de Sor Juana Ines de la Cruz

Almas somos
Almas seremos
y como almas...
siempre venceremos!!!

Un crystal colocaremos
en medio de la irrealidad
de las pesadillas del hombre
lo aliviaremos
lo iluminaremos
lo levanatremos
lo despertaremos

Almas somos
almas seremos
y como almas....
Siempre...Venceremos!!!


Petalos de rosas rojas

Solo puedo regalarte una rosa roja
la poso sobre tu pecho
para que sin espinas
derrame sus petalos sobre ti

Solo puedo regalarte una rosa roja
pues el resto del ramo, cada hoja
le pertenece a las estrellas
a la dispensacion y capacidad de amar

Y cada rosa que regalo
y no es a cualquiera
significa un amor eterno
para mi....


~ Has escrito algo desde tu corazón hoy? Le has dicho a alguien hoy que lo/a amas? ~


Barbara Brose © 2010 - 2012

What About Letting Go and Trusting?

AT LAKE ATITLAN

 

Bahia de Santiago

My family owns a farm by lake Atitlan, Guatemala, a lake considered one of the wonders of the world, located about 3 hours away from Guatemala city. We have had this farm for almost 40 years. There are several workers there that have kept the areas green, clean & in order, that have been working for us up to this day. What happens next took place quite some time ago...

A few years back I went to live to the farm for about 2 years. In my stay, I was able to build a beautiful organic herb farm of a variety of about 40 different kinds of culinary and medicinal herbs. I would cut them, dry them & package them neatly, making it a high quality product and giving it a fancy presentation. Then I placed them in the best hotels & stores where they sold well. They even reached stores in El Salvador. The project was beginning to be very successful. People used to arrive in helicopters and small private planes - for there is a landing strip in the farm - to see the farm real estate project that was for sale. They always stopped by to visit me and say hello, and once they saw the product of the herbs - their quality and presentation - they'd buy them and take the whole lot.

I also enjoyed helping the wives, children, and friends of the workers, who were peasants and indigenous - inhabitants of the area. I'd gift them with medicinal plants to aid them with their health issues.

The house I lived in was a two story stone home that was really nice. The house had all the basic needs, three bedrooms, dining room, living room, a big kitchen and kitchen supplies, etc It was surrounded by a unique and incredible beautiful paradise garden.

Suddenly, one day, something that happened was forcing me to leave back to the main city. I packed all my things in 2 days & with the help of the workers, we put it all in a big storage unit of the farm. I got on a car with my chow chow dog Kasha and went to the nearest dock to catch the next ferry boat to cross the lake to the other side, where my mother and aunt Peggy were waiting for me. We were going to spend a few days up in a cabin we have above Panajachel, a well known town at lake Atitlan.

Very early the next morning I got a call on my cell phone. It was the administrador and main guard of the farm,

"Miss, I have very bad news for you..."

"Tell me Jose," I answered. 

"They broke into the storage building and took most of your things!" he stated.

I felt as if a deep knife was cutting into my stomach & felt an empty echo in my heart bringing cold chills all over my body. It was an inmeasurable feeling of inner invasion and emptyness. I couldn't believe it!

"Okay, Jose... I will be there first thing tomorrow morning. Please gather all the main guards of the farm for me," I told him holding back my rage and my tears.

I knew who had done it. It was one of the workers of the farm, for no one except the workers themselves had seen that we had place all my things in storage the previous afternoon, except the workers themselves. I was surprised, for they had treated me kindly and were really helpful during my stay there.

In the middle of my tears I thought, "how am I ever going to be able to recover any of my things? It's an impossibility not only because the farm is huge, but it is located behind a big town, with a large population and for sure my things had been sold or sent to the next town already. They know how to move very fast. I was puzzled. 

My aunt Peggy, who was christian and a very spiritual person told me: "look I have an article that I think can be very helpful to you on how to deal with this situation in a very different way..." I thanked her, grabbed the papers, and left. I read the article on the ferry as I was crossing the lake back to the farm.

The article was about an African tribe. The way this tribe dealt with crime was very interesting. Something I had never heard of or thought of before. What they did was that when someone committed a crime in their society, what they did is they would put that person in the center of a circle. Then every person in the circle would tell this person all the positive things they could think of about them, they would applaud loudly, then make them feel loved.

As they experienced this, they would never commit the crime again. This was the way this African tribe dealt with and controlled crime and it worked!!! Due to this method among them the crime lessened or was almost nil. This made me think and gave me a few new ideas on what to do. I began to pray.

I asked God for guidance and enlightenment to deal with this matter in a serene and calm way. When I arrived at the farm, the administrator showed me the storage room. When I saw all that they had taken! My beautiful antique golden mirrors, some personal things, type writer, t.v., many things.... were... gone! It was not so much the monetary value as much as the sentimental value of some of the things that affected me so much. 

I took heart and gathered all the main workers, who were 7. We went into the main office of the farm and sat in a circle. I said absolutely nothing about the robbery. Not... one... word...

Instead I told them:

"I'd like for us to do something." They all gazed at me, listening.

"I would like for us to do a simple exercise, if that is okay. I would appreciate it if each one would tell your co-workers one by one a few positive and good things you can remember that you have shared in the past twenty some years that you have been working together. Is that alright with you?" They all nodded through their giggles.

I knew who was the most difficult one to deal with and who had done it, but I said nothing. Instead, what I did was when it was his turn to receive the positive input of his comrades, I asked them all to applaude even louder. Despite the feeling of rage I had had previously, during and after this exercise I felt a sense of peace for a moment and even enjoyed seeing the smile in their faces. I expected nothing in return. I never mentioned anything about the robbery. I knew God had sent me that article for a good reason. Before I left I thanked them and went my way. 

I crossed the lake back then went up to the cabin to be with my aunt Peggy. I had decided to let everything go. That night I slept more soundly and peacefully.

The next day... I got a call early in the morning.

It was Jose, the administrator of the farm:

"Miss, I am calling you to tell you that a lot of your things have showed up and been returned... come and see!"

~ ... in every decision you make you are choosing between a resentment and a miracle... ~ A Course in Miracles

~ ♥ Love, not punishment is the solution to human pain ♥ ~ BB

~ "Crime is naught but misdirected energy" ~ Emma Goldman (1869-1940)

~ To realize that every act of violence is an act that comes from lack of love is to recognize the key that will free the world of institutions, jails, crimes & punishments" ~ B. Brose